SORRY
sorry doesn’t mean a thing anymore.
sorry can no longer take all the pain.
sorry is just a word.
and it can’t make you feel how much i regret all the things
THAT I DID TO HURT YOU
but the pain that you feel now
multiplied to a thousand
THATS THE PAIN I FEEL
it hurts more to know that you FAILED in taking care of a persons heart and trust
it hurts to know
that you hurt the one that you love
one and only
B <3
you mean the whole world to me. I can no longer bear to see myself without you. having the thought of living life without you, is something I NEVER want to face. It;’s been 3 months since that special day, the BEST OF MY LIFE. we argue and fight. we get hurt and we cry. And even after all that we have is REAL. what we have is STRONG. what we have is have magical and with everyday our love for each other and stronger. time has brought your heart to me and from today on I will take care of it. the promises we have made, to love each other always will always remain. I hope its the same for you. you are MY ONE AND ONLY no matter what happens. I LOVE YOU :)))
:*****
-B
Dreams….
“I don’t know where dreams come from. Sometimes I wonder if they’re genetic memories, or messages from something divine. Warnings perhaps. Maybe we do come with an instruction booklet but we’re too dense to read it, because we’ve dismissed it as the irrational waste product of the ‘rational’ mind. Sometimes I think all the answers we need are buried in our slumbering subconscious, int he dreaming. The booklet right there, and ever night when we lay our heads down on the pillow it flips open. The wise read it, heed it. The rest of us try as hard as we can upon awakening to forget any disturbing revelations we might have found there.”
I keep on dreaming about him like every single night. And sometimes it gets so astounding that I dont even want to wake up.
But it sucks, cause its when I wake up that I find out that my dreams aren’t near from being the reality
